Avoid tempting
God
By
Fr. ROY CIMAGALA,
roycimagala@gmail.com
December 14, 2018
IT was nice to learn about
Blessed Bartolo Longo (1841-1926) who, as the Wikepedia puts it,
“was an Italian lawyer who has been beatified by the Roman Catholic
Church. He was a former satanist who returned to the Christian faith
and became a third order Dominican, dedicating his life to the
Rosary and the Virgin Mary.”
Other sources provided
some more information about him: he was orphaned early in life, he
was involved in the nationalist movement of the time that was
anti-Catholic, he became a Satanist in his 20’s, he went into the
occult, attended in séances, experimented on drugs, participated in
orgies... There’s a lot more, but let’s spare ourselves from more
unpleasant things.
But since all these did
not give him peace, but rather a lot of problems including
psychological and emotional ones, leading him to depression, he
sought some relief and eventually was led back to the Catholic
faith. Later, he became so deep a devotee of the Holy Rosary that
St. John Paul described him as a man of the Rosary during his
beatification.
His story, for sure, will
elicit very reassuring responses from us who often wonder how we can
become a saint as we should when we are hounded always by our
weaknesses, temptations and sin itself. Sometimes, we think that to
become a saint is impossible and that stories of saints are more
fantasy and fiction than real. Or at best, saints are very special
people who never went into really bad things.
Somehow, his story reminds
us that God and his grace can take on anything we can mess ourselves
in. There is always hope. As St. Paul said, “where sin has abounded,
the grace of God has abounded more.” (Rom 5,20) His story calls to
mind that as said in the Book of Ezekiel, God does not take delight
in the death of the wicked but in his salvation. (33,11)
The writer Oscar Wilde
also put it so succinctly: “Every saint has a past, every sinner has
a future.” In other words, we really have no reason to fear and to
worry too much over our delicate condition here in this world.
But for all that, we
should also be careful not to fall into the opposite side, which is
presumption, or tempting God. That is to say, we can fall into the
trick of the devil who can suggest to us that since God is very
powerfully merciful and can forgive us our sins no matter how grave
they are, then we can just go on sinning, or exert no adequate
effort to avoid sin and temptation.
We have to be wary of the
wiles of the devil who is good in the rebound if at a certain moment
his initial attempts to tempt us fail. Tempting God by putting him
to some test, or by presuming that he will forgive us anyway no
matter what, is a grave sin and represents a big success for the
devil.
Remember the devil
tempting Christ himself. “The devil took him to the holy city and
had him stand on the highest point of the temple. ‘If you are the
Son of God,’ he said, ‘throw yourself down. For it is written: He
will command his angels concerning you, and they will life you up in
their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’
Jesus answered him, ‘It is also written: Do not put the Lord you God
to the test.’” (Mt 4,5-7)
This is what tempting God
is all about. When we are tempted by the devil, or by the world, or
by our own selves, let’s never put God to the test by rationalizing
that since God is all merciful, he will always forgive me if I fall
to this temptation, or that he will not mind if I sin.